My Ever Changing Moods – Sitti

Daylight turns to moonlight And I'm at my best
Praising the way it all works Gazing upon the rest
The cool before the warm The calm after the storm
The cool before the warm The calm after the storm
I wish to stay forever Letting this be my food
But I'm caught up in a whirlwind And my ever changing moods

Bitter turns to sugar Some call a passive tune
But the day things turn sweet For me won't be too soon

The hush before the silence The winds after the blast
The hush before the silence The winds after the blast
I wish we'd move together This time the bosses sued
But we're caught up in the wilderness And an ever changing mood

Teardrops turn to children Who've never had the time
To commit the sins they pay for through Another's evil mind

The love after the hate The love we leave too late
The love after the hate The love we leave too late
I wish we'd wake up one day An' everyone feel moved
But we're caught up in the dailies And an ever changing mood

Evil turns to statues And masses form a line
But I know which way I'd run to If the choice was mineThe past is knowledge

The present our mistake The past is knowledge The present our mistake
And the future was always leave too late I wish we'd come to our senses
And see there is no truth In those who promote the confusion
For this ever changing mood

What do you do when you feel low and blue?

Here are some things you can do when you feel like it's one of those days...100% this will take your mind out of whatever is driving you nuts:

• drive around...road trip ka lang until your gas run out
• go to a friend's house and stay for some kwento
• go to a salon and spa and pamper yourself (get a new hairstyle or massage)
• watch your favorite feel good movie while eating pringles sour cream flavor and hazelnut brownie ice cream...you need comfort food
• grab some beer (in my case vodka cruiser since I don't drink beer) while watching a really nice flick (ung mapapaisip ka ng matindi na makakalimutan mo problema mo pagtapos)
• watch the sunset (my favorite past time and I know the best spot) and drink coffee (Starbucks Mocha with Hazelnut & Mint)
• talk endlessly over the phone/ chat/text with "your people"
• watch the disney channel
• do something stupid and funny
• go shopping and buy that shoes/ dress you have been dying for months
• clean your house
• road trip to an unknown province or city (beach is the best place to go)
• cook something nice (my stress reliever)
• work until you can work no more
• go grocery shopping (i find this therapeutic) and spend hours on the condiments/ herb & spices section while you figure out what nice meal you can make out of them
• exercise (kaso katamad most of the time) while watching the lifestyle channel
• plays some sports for 5 hours (patayan na game)
• go out with some friends who would understand why you are quiet and take you to a funny movie, grab a wham burger with NY fries and laugh out loud
• go to a nice bar/ hotel and ask the bartender to make you different kinds of drinks
• sleep all day

Once in a while d' day gets to you...try not to get sucked in with the crappy feeling...go out...NEVER stay at home alone...this will drive you crazy. Do something that will make you feel better...something that will make you feel what you are worth. CHEERS NA!!!

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The Cook in Me- Pasta Dish

I have always dreaMed of putting my own restaurant. I love to cook...All of my friends know that. Here are some dish I made for the past weeks. When I am stressed out from work I grab mY pan and make something out of stuff in my fridge. Please dOn't ask for recipes...I am too lazy to write them down. I just put things together and don't strickly follow one either. Got tons of cookbook and just go through the ingredients and process sometimes.

Here are some pasta dish I made...will post some more on my upcoming articles...
(Fetuccine Americana, Dory in Feta Cheese, Mexican Farfalle, Penne in Seafood White Sauce,
Sloppy Joe Cannelloni, Shirmp & Lemon Linguini, Seafood Putanesca)

One Day It all Ends

What if one day you found out you got cancer??? What are you going to do? I have posted this question in FB and I am surprised to read people's reaction. They thought I got something and replies were a bit sad. Well for now I don't think I have it...not that I know of. But based on my health history the possibilty of getting one is not really impossible. I was diagnosed with PCOS 10 years ago. It was removed through D & C. After biopsy the doctor said the cyst is metaplasmic meaning it can mutate to cancer. For now I am okay...I think.

I haven't had my check up for more than 3 years now and the last time I had it the doctor said there are some growing already. I am scared to go back and find out if I have it. But I guess it's better to know now for this won't go away anyway.

One day when you find out that your time is up...what are you going to do? The most important thing to ask yourself when you are losing track of your life and not thankful of it.

How do you know?

"How do you know when how much is too much? Too much too soon. Too much information. Too much fun. Too much love. Too much to ask... And when is it all just too much to bear?" - Meredith Grey

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Start of A New Journey

This is the 3rd time I am attempting to start to blog again. For some reasons I have deleted my other 2 blogs. It's like finishing a chapter in your life in search of a new one. Right now I can say I am a lost soul trying to find meaning to what life is all about.

A galavanter at heart...searching for places to go...great food to eat...interested in people...go through the unknown...in a mission to find what Life is all about and why am I created in this world.

I hope this next blog site of mine touches so many heart and help others who are lost too. I would like to share to you my life as it unfolds and I do hope you enjoy the journey as you travel with me.

Welcome to my world!!