I was angry...really angry...I was never this mad in my entire life. When you think everything is doing okay then something really bad happens and there is nothing I can do. Maybe God has other plans for everyone. What will I do? I still haven't figure that out...I am in a blackhole right now...nowhere...nothing...everything is endless...everything is worthless.
Lord grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; 
Courage to change the things I can;
And wisdom to know the difference.
Lord help me survive this greatest challenge in my life. I give it all up to you now. Please take care of me.
