Getting Rid of this Garbage

This work is really making me an angry person. I am thinking of quitting before this turns me into something I am not. The difficult people I have to deal with daily is really getting into my skin. "Bro, please grant me more patience." ..."Grant me more tolerance to handle these people."

I feel like walking out of the office to try and shake-off any ill feelings I have. Thinking of going to my happy place to feel good about myself. Thinking of going to the Music Bar tonight to grab some booze and relax a little. Though tomorrow is party time and attending a friend's party up north. Today is the day I wanna get wasted. Just let go of anything going on in my head.

Work is hell as usual and got some stuff to do over the weekend not to mention stir my creative juices for my new found hobby. So many things to do with so little time.
I just want to pause and just don't do anything. I am beginning to burn out because of this stressful life. Hay ano ba to? Napakahirap na ng trabaho tapos saksakan pa ng daming pasaway na tao. Dapat sa mga ito lipulin sa isang isla at sunugin...hahaha. Of course I am kidding.

***My friend Mr B to the rescue...we'll grab some booze later...yahooooo!!!

Wicker Park

Things don't have to be extraordinary to be beautiful. Even the ordinary can be beautiful.-Matthew, Wicker Park

Love makes you do crazy things, insane things. Things in a million years youd never see yourself do. But there you are doing them... cant help it.- Alex, Wicker Park

STC

His hello was the end of her endings

Her laugh was their first step down the aisle

His hand would be hers to hold forever

His forever was as simple as her smile

He said she was what was missing
She said instantly, she knew
She was a question to be answered
And his answer was, ‘I do.’

- Carrie Bradshaw, Sex & the City

27 Dresses

Love is patient, love is kind, love is slowly going out of your mind! – Kevin Doyle, 27 Dresses

This 1 is for you B

I like dead end signs. I think they’re kind. They at least have the decency to tell you you’re going nowhere. – Bugs Bunny

The Lake House

And then I thought, what if there is no one? What if you live your whole life and no one is waiting? So I drove to the lake house looking for any kind of answer. And I found you. And I let myself get lost. Lost in this beautiful fantasy where time stood still. But it’s not real, Alex. I have to learn to live the life that I have got. Please don’t write anymore. Don’t try to find me. Let me let you go. – Kate Forrester, The Lake House

My Sassy Girl

Dear Jordan,


This is the story of the first and last time I ever fell in love with the beautiful, fascinating woman who inhabits my soul. I’m pretty sure you’re going to leave me tomorrow so I better say this while I still have the chance. Whether we’re together or apart, you will always be the woman of my life. The only man I will ever envy is the man who wins your heart, and I will always believe that it is my destiny to be that man. If we never see each other again, and you’re out walking one day, and you feel a certain presence beside you, that will be me loving you wherever I am.

- Charlie Bellow, My Sassy Girl

Support Group of 1

I want you to know that I am here for you,

that you can tell me how you really are,

On your good days, your not-so good days,

and all the ones in between.

You don't have to sugarcoat anything. Nope. Not for me.

I may not know what you're going through, but I do know

that I want ti stand by you to listen,

encourage you, and cheer you on.

To give yoiu a hug when you want one

or laugh when you need onw.

To remind you how very tough and resilient you are...

and always be.

So Just think of me as a little support group of one.
And remember every single day what an amazing person you are.
I know I will.

***hallmark card

Huwaw! May Rose

I was getting to my car and about to drive to my next stop after work when I saw the rose in my dashborad...I know....I know...I said some baduy stuff about Valentines and all but I did get one plus the gift and the card. Appreciate the thought, care and sweetness. Thanks Love....indeed a great surprise!

The Right Time

When is the right time? While talking to a friend he asked me: May balak ka bang mag-asawa? Usual question I get from people. For those who know me well don't really ask me this. Here's how the chat went:

V: may balak ka ba mag asawa?  parang di ko ata ma imagine
Me: ako din hindi ko maimagine... hahaha
Me: it's not that i can't handle household or being domesticated. it's not that i can't handle kids and family. i just don't see myself in it yet or maybe just haven't found the right guy
V:  basta di ko ma imagine
Me: feeling ko pag ako ang kinasal madami magugulat...hahaha...at madami magpapamisa
V:  malamang
Me: at isa ka don sa mapapapa.... HUWWAAATT...hahaha


SILLY!!!

Shake it Off!!!

“Whenever you make a mistake or get knocked down by life, don't look back at it too long. Mistakes are life's way of teaching you. Your capacity for occasional blunders is inseparable from your capacity to reach your goals. No one wins them all, and your failures, when they happen, are just part of your growth. Shake off your blunders. How will you know your limits w/out an occasional failure? Never quit. Your turn will come.”- Og Mandino